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Beyond The Blue

by Mr. Goshness

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1.
Wake me if you please Though I’m still dreaming Quiet violent breeze Sweeps over me This soul can barely breathe A harlot in the crowd who’s silently weeping Akin to a black cloud That keeps the clowns inside I’m a creature at the feast Waiting for the sweet taste Of a moment unreleased in The bitter space Silent matinees Exposing our skeletons A hush controls the stage The second act is sure to please you I’m a creature at the feast Waiting for the sweet taste Of a moment unreleased in The bitter space I’ve never been fearful in the least Of the ghosts that haunt me When my drunken mind belongs in The bitter space Lost in a familiar place A bitter space Still a creature at the feast Waiting for the sweet taste Of a moment unreleased in The bitter space I’ve never been fearful in the least For the ghosts that haunt me When my drunken mind belongs to The bitter space
2.
The Big Ego 03:02
Just a little star in a meaningless place In the shadow of the moonlight Seems to talk a lot but he never says a word Like a lonely politician Take off your mask, and breathe Costume’s getting old, it won’t hide an empty soul Like a painting without courage Let’s all pity the big ego Where everyone’s your friend but there’s no one left to spend the night Swollen eyes, fail to see Just a little bruise is the topic of your blues Without a single note of wisdom Forget your past, and leap Life is what you crave, but you’re digging quite a grave Put the shovel down and listen Let’s all pity the big ego Where everyone’s your friend but there’s no one left to spend the night Let’s raise our glass for the big ego Where everything is yours but there’s nothing that can buy a friend There’s no place like home, to go There’s no place like home, to go There’s no place like home, to go There’s no place to go Let’s all pity the big ego Where everyone’s your friend but there’s no one left to spend the night Let’s raise our glass for the big ego Where everything is yours but there’s nothing that can buy a friend
3.
Adalene 03:59
Rain comes falling On the ageing rooftop Drops are crawling Through the broken window Why is she crying The words are locked away Time slipping slowly Is she sleeping? Let her go Is she dreaming? Silver glow Sleepless beauty A fairytale projection Smile so moody As if she’s up for re-election Adalene, Adalene Colouring his name Trapped in the blue Is she sleeping? Let her go Is she dreaming? Silver glow Silver glow (x3) My Adelene My Adelene Is she sleeping? Let her go Is she dreaming? Silver glow Is she screaming? Let her go Is she dreaming Silver glow Let her go (x3)
4.
Anxiety Boy 05:25
Fear has consumed me I am my demise Frozen panic filling up my lungs Could it be from melodies unsung? A fly caught in circles Anxiety boy strikes again Can’t even protect himself And when the city’s in need of a hero He cowers behind shaded windows Run Can I venture out beyond the nest? Will I escape self made house arrest? Sounds of black and yellow fill my head Can I block it out and play pretend? Cry like a spoiled child Anxiety boy strikes again Can’t even protect himself And when the city’s in need of a hero He cowers behind shaded windows Am I covered in sheets? Am I smothered so sweet? Anxiety boy strikes again Won’t even protect himself So when the city’s in need of a hero He cowers behind shaded windows Run
5.
Eremitic Man 03:08
Born a bankrupt boy Silver spoon astray From my mouth Now I want fed again Sean was a working man Under Uncle Sam Say goodbye They sent him off to die Eremitic man Always makes the rent Left without a cent They call him Mr. American He has his finger twitching on the gun Sean is a working man With no exit plan Say goodbye To the fourth of July Eremitic man Ignorance is bliss He’s gone, say goodbye To Mr. American pie
Sean was a drunken man Face first in the sand What a guy Lost in his last goodbye Eremitic man
6.
Aurora 03:52
Euphorically glowing through the window In a wonderful haze Resting your head on satin pillows In the quiet of dawn And if you let me fall in love with you Aurora, my dearest one who’s awoken me Affection in blue, falling with fever In an endless parade And if you let me fall in love with you Aurora, my dearest one who’s awoken me And if you’re floating in an hour glass We can linger here Trouble eroding like a fading man Embracing cancer Fills our darkness with delight A calm Sunday drive, peace in the slow lane Bliss in a tourist charade A world wrapped in blue, journeys of strangers In a timeless parade And if you let me fall in love with you Aurora, my dearest one who’s awoken me Aurora (x5)
7.
Says that she loves me, today Glowing affections, array The nesting bird has flown And I’ve never felt alone When I’m with you You’ve got me running, got me loving, got a simple little haven that I built with you I’m spending all my days growing up with you A little rooftop on a cottage with a little soul, to love me Oh, how she’ll dream, tonight Sand smothering toes, in white I fall to pieces, in spite of you The lasting words have spoken An extra sense awoken When I’m with you You’ve got me running, got me loving, got a simple little haven that I built with you I’m spending all my days growing up with you A little rooftop on a cottage with a little soul, to love me I’m spending all my days growing up with you A little rooftop on a cottage with a little soul, to love me Better in life to fall
8.
Goodbye crazy, oh yeah Goodbye my tiny happy friend Goodbye crazy, oh yeah This crowded kinship has to end Followed you home My little lonely one A drooling dog without a bone That has no drive to run Are you alone What say we have some fun The laughter from the garden gnome Is melting in the sun Goodbye crazy, oh yeah Goodbye my tiny happy friend Goodbye crazy, oh yeah This crowded kinship has to end Goodbye crazy Goodbye crazy, oh yeah A monkey in a rotting tree Goodbye crazy, oh yeah Lock me up and hide the key Cozy and warm Inside my padded room A church bell rang a sinner’s song The matriarch in bloom Rock me to sleep Goodbye crazy, oh yeah Goodbye my tiny happy friend Goodbye crazy, oh yeah This crowded kinship has to end Goodbye crazy, oh yeah A monkey in a rotting tree Goodbye crazy, oh yeah Lock me up and hide the key Goodbye crazy, oh yeah Wake me up from endless sleep Goodbye crazy, oh yeah A shallow grave at six feet deep Goodnight my dear, forever Sleep little one Goodnight my dear, forever Sleep little one
9.
Terminator 07:59
I’m so tired My head is clouded grey Stumbles slowly Yellowed sink A phantom in the mirror Sees my soul Isn’t it time that you Terminate perception Light your way through the darkness Hidden star, seen afar Owning the lonely Terminate deception Lie your way to the truth now Honesty, cowers free Killing them slowly Terminate unsettled space I’m so scared I fear I’ve grown too old To be loved Ageing wretch The reaper ever near Calls my name Isn’t it time that you Terminate, Terminate Terminate perception Light your way through the darkness Hidden star, seen afar Owning the lonely Terminate deception Lie your way to the truth now Honesty, cowers free Killing them slowly Terminate unsettled space Light the space between the martyrs On their knees before the charter Cater to the time Captive to the time Take care of your own Child of the unknown Let’s explore the stars, my little darling Glowing dusk Let’s explore the stars, my little darling Light our way Terminate perception Light your way through the darkness Hidden star, seen afar Owning the lonely Terminate deception Lie your way to the truth now Honesty, cowers free Killing them slowly Terminate unsettled space Terminate, Terminate Cater to the time Captive to the time Take care of your own Child of the unknown Let’s explore the stars, my little darling Glowing dusk Let’s explore the stars, my little darling Light our way
10.
The Blue 03:56
I’m alone All alone So alone Alone on the sand I’m alone All alone So alone Alone on the sand Count the hours I’ve been lying here Only see the blue Skipping pebbles A boy left marooned Lies before the blue Left me on the shore So they could explore Everything you’ll find Beyond the blue Left me on the shore Guess I’m doing fine Nothing left but time Taking what is mine From the blue Guess I’m fine All I’ve known is gone I’m alone All alone So alone Alone on the sand I’m alone All alone So alone Alone on the sand Violent waves Seem so desperately calm Drifting through the blue Left me on the shore So they could explore Everything you’ll find Beyond the blue Left me on the shore Guess I’m doing fine Nothing left but time Taking what is mine From the blue Guess I’m fine All I’ve known is gone Feel the blue Alone in the blue Left in the blue Feel the blue I’m alone All alone So alone Alone on the sand I’m alone All alone So alone Alone on the sand
11.
I climb the tree Where neither one of you can find me The leaves have changed, you see I’m tearing at the roots to flee A boy becomes a man who walks alone A shadow left unknown And those who travel light Have nothing left to hide I’d like to stay The door is locked Here in my tree I hear the faintest sound of a crow scream Can I be a man who walks alone A shadow left unknown And those who travel light Have nothing left to hide I am scared to walk alone My shadow left unknown And those who travel light Have nothing left to hide
12.
I like the way you’re looking at a satellite Can’t you see The girl in the corner, in your line of sight Set her free Drop your device Ooo tell me What do you have in store For the last dance of romance Like a spoiled child at play There’ll be tears by the end of the day Hey, Hey Typing with two fingers in the dead of night Go to sleep Go to sleep Drop your device Ooo tell me What do you have in store For the last dance of romance You’re a spoiled child again There’ll be tears by the end of the day

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released May 10, 2019

Kaliandra Capri: Vocals, Vocoder, Percussion
Mark Fawdry: Vocals, Guitar, Banjo-Tar, Omnichord, Percussion
Paul Gogo: Moog, Roland, Arp and Ensoniq Synths, Piano, Mellotron, Wurlitzer, Hammond Organ, Rhodes, Harpsichord, Clavinet, Violin
Paul Cimolini: Bass
Zack Friend: Drums, Percussion
Jim Blair: Drum Synth Programming, Additional Keyboards
David Bird: Pedal Steel Guitar

Produced and mixed by Jim Blair
Guitars recorded by Andrew Halliwell at Strangeways Studios Drums, Percussion and Banjo-Tar recorded by Anthony Sharkey at Risque Disque Studios
All other instruments recorded by Jim Blair
Mastered at Audities by Dave Harrison
All music written by Mark Fawdry
All lyrics written by Mark Fawdry and Kaliandra Capri
Album packaging designed by Emily Johnston
Original Paintings by El Gato Gomez
Band Photos by Daniel Taylor

Mr. Goshness would like to thank Jim Blair, Jane Blair, Tony Gerard, Jon Asher, Bob Fawdry, Norma and Eric Fawdry, Bobbie Torry, Monique Ney, Sue Kelly, Carrol Craig, Alan Rodgers, Nancy McGuire, Janice Fawdry, Selena MacKay, Shana Watson, Tina Rees, Marielle Luke, Caron Craig, James and Karen Love, Candice and Michael Plewa, Renee and Brian McIntosh, Sarah Knowlden, and our families and everyone who has supported Mr. Goshness and our wacky music.

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Mr. Goshness Nanaimo, British Columbia

A Mr. Goshness show is filled with intelligent musicianship, hooky vocals, unique arrangements and an entertaining stage show. Taking influence from many different genres, Mr. Goshness isn't afraid to go in several directions, all while maintaining its own sound. ... more

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